Chris Brown looks back on the highs and lows of his life and career in a sneak peek for MTV’s “This Is How I Made It.”

Breezy recalls winning his first Grammy earlier this year for Best R&B Album for F.A.M.E. “It was just the most bliss feeling again. I appreciate it so much even to this day,” said Chris, who put the award on his mantel.

He also gets candid about the obstacles he’s faced. “For me to go through people’s whole opinions changing of me, having to get personal opinion back and having to gain personal success back… It’s not all the way back,” he explained.

“I can’t hate people for making judgment on me or making a decision of liking me or not liking me. All I can do is try to be better as a person, and I’m good with knowing everything isn’t going to always be perfect.”

In the teaser clip, the “Deuces” singer meets with fans at a high school gym. “The actual support is unreal to me. They’ve put me in a position to be able to help people and continue to do music and help my family and help my mom.”

He hopes his journey can inspire others. “My legacy can hopefully show that them once you’re down, that don’t just mean you’re down forever. You never let up,” said Breezy.

The full episode airs Saturday at 12 p.m. on MTV. [RapUp]